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بحب اهدي هاي الاغنية لكل قائد,رئيس وراعي, ولحتى كل مرعي ,إنجوي يا بشر
أنا والله فكري هنيك , يعني وهنّي اهلك فيك
عالنظافة..... بالمواقف.... عالمواقف بالسياسة, وعن كل شي اسمو تكتيك
بهنيك ...بهّني نفسي فيك


خلي كل شي في حيطان,
شهدا وعالم كيف ما كان, شهدا قدما ,شهدا جداد
بعدا الجرايد ما كلّت, يوميا بتتنكل فيك
انا والله فكري هنّيك , وهني نفسي فيك

للخلايق, للعباد, للمستقبل بالبلاد
للبيقولو يا حرية, عم سجل هيدي الغنية
يمكن عمري يخلص قبلك, وعمري كلو ما يكفيك
الله لو مقرر ياخدك, ما ظن مخلّيك


ما تفكر انو عم هنّي... الا انو غصبن عني
ما شعبي كلو مجدّدلك.. لازم على راسي هنّيك

بهنيك, وبهني نفسي فيك

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زياد الرحباني

Zingle & Mingle

well, i was having deep thoughts the other day trying to decide what do i want and what do i need concerning the issue of any potential engagement
i was analyzing both choices
-staying single:
well alot of girls say the staying single lacks of being independent!
i think its the total opposite staying single is th only way to be independent , uhave ur own life ,interests ,responsibilities as u responsible for none, freedom of choice and its not combined with the partner`s.

plus u will never be ready to start and new family and leave ur family behind,, now u can be there for them when every time they need u of course allah la ei7ejhom la elna :P

in th other hand u`ll lose the chance of being a mom as all girls have (`3arezet el omomeh) .. mmm maybe thinking of adoption?
-getting married
counting days to leaving ur home is something that totally freaks me out
huugeeeee issue

***these are the points that will show u the fact that u r never independent
start living with a total stranger that u met couple of month ago
u `ll be part of this stranger`s family as well
and u`ll have to cope with all that
now u`ll start feeling the winds of change

the idea of never being free again!
after a while u`ll never be 2 again!!
and its goes on and on
what if u start missing ur old life.. ur girly talks with ur friends ,ur girly time ,the time u spend alone
think of it ,, u`ll be living with ur husband for at least 25-30 yearssssssssssssss

now what if!!
what if u couldnt cope with all that!
problems with ur husband ,his family
fights
leaving home


i dont know what do i wnat!

Six Months and I am still not over you ..

As of today's afternoon it will be six months since you left. Since you left me without a warning and for what? For a silly reason that is not worth talking about. Was our love so fragile? At the beginning I felt like I can just put you out of my mind, and start going out and dating again. I thought I would replace you in a blink of an eye and I thought I could get over you in a day or two. But I was so wrong.



Six moths has passed and still cant take you out of my mind and out of my heart. I thought by now that you would have been completely forgotten and replaced. Little I knew that now after all these months the hurt became more real. Now I came out of my denial to your abandonment of me and out love. Now the hurt is more real, more felt and more painful.

Maltoosh menAwsom guy

thank You

I feel the emptiness in me bigger than ever, I feel this big void that you left in my life. I feel I am loveless and incapable of falling in love again. How can I fall in love when every minute of every waking hour I am thinking of you? How can I get over you when you are running in my blood and in my system? How can I forget you while I still remember each word we said to each other?



Now more than ever I feel I need you so badly, I need to hear your voice once more I need to look into your eyes. How could you have done that to me? This question I never asked before because I did not care to know why, but now it is living inside me. How could you have left me? Was I living an illusion? Was it just a good time you were spending with me? I feel like I just have been used. There is one line in one song that is stuck in my head "Take me back in time maybe I can forget. Turn in different corner and we never would have met.. Would you care?"



How dare you do that to me? I am out of my denial and in my anger toward you and toward myself. All my life I have never let anyone so close to my heart because I was afraid of being vulnerable and submissive to her heart, and eventually get hurt. Why did I pull down my guard and broke my wall and ran over my pride and surrendered my heart to you so you could step all over it and tearing it apart killing me and what could have been my only chance on love and life.. leaving me just shattered memories of what used to be a full man.



How could you do that to me? How could you make me feel this lost inside? Six months have passed and the pain is still their. The longing for you has increased; I just can't stop thinking about you and can't stop waiting for you to call me once more. I am willing to give it all up for one word from you. Six months have passed and I am dying in them 100 times a-day.



For the next six months I will survive you and I will get over you and I will replace you and never looking back. I swear on everything that was between us that there will come a day when you will come back to me asking for my forgiveness and love again and I will never take you back. I will make you cry and I will make you beg and I will watch you bleed while I am feeling no mercy for you. What we had was the best that you could ever have and the best that anyone will ever give you. But you lost it all and some people just don’t deserve good things in life.

Again

Again it's you calling my name .. telling me miss you and where have u been
There's too much to say clouds of words so gray , I've been away stealing rain and sway
Dancing under the moon light what to tell you how to start ..
Disguising my self with thoughtless way escaping from you hesitated before going ray
Wish I can tell you about my heart secrets wish you to stay
Wish I can take off my mask and now it's becoming a task
Will you accept me for who I am or harvest my sin with blinded mind
Another day has just begun with growing blames shooting me as a gun
Tell me who I am?? Tell me I am not a lie.. free my soul never tie
Speechless me cant go on told ya I'll be there waiting your call.. god forgive me im just hollow soul
Again it's me calling your name , telling you how I miss you and sorry I couldn't be there ..

blueeeeyy thanx a agian

once upon time (in amman)

Never ending words, never lasting love, never be here waiting you to be near
It’s a long story talking about that glory obscured with love and pain
Once upon time there was me and u were mine I remember that day but now it's so far
Holding those passions waiting so anxious, fighting those illusions feared the dark
The pain grew stronger the night slipped with that hunger
It's the darkness, turning my life seasons to shade, wondering soul waiting for integrity
Standing there watching your traces I tried to follow before it's too late
Just like magic it's all avoiding left me in this journey like ancient ruins
That was my story once upon time there were you but no longer mine …


thank u blue