Thursday, May 31, 2007
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
mission impossible 10!
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horrible day .....
getting the MRI,,, trying to understand the results,, something talks about a mass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yet el doc is in vacaaatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiioooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnn
damn damn daman kont 3ala 2a3sabi
so,,trying to search the internet for the key word
the first result was a Brain tumer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i felt helpless walla
i was staring at the monitor i couldnt believe
so mais ran for help she asked a member of a public forum
and he explain that it was nothing actully :P
oh my godd that was the moment i cant forget ever !!!
why do i always like to put my self in such situation couldnt i just wait to talk to the Doc!!!
MAis & Dana i love u r great friends
real friends
mais wallahi konte mar3obeh aktar mene
lan ansa laki haza al mawqef ya bet
And dandoon mish 7ana wa2fetek ma3i abdan :hug:
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Posted by Summerization at 11:45 AM 1 comments
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Brain MRI
that was not a feeling...
damn this feeling...
this box gives u the feeling that u r in grave only u have lights inside
loud voices
u want to move ..but u cant,, hard and stupid
15 min while thinking am i gonna die here or what..
and if i did die here no one will come to help they cant enter this damn room
the last 10 min was like hell
my head was on fire.. letraly strange pain :S
for a sec i though that the machine broke down and there was a real fire bas i couldn't move to check
i hate it
i hate ittttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
Posted by Summerization at 10:16 AM 0 comments
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Fastlink Fastlink Fastlink
really 3endhom qudra yerfa3o da`3tak be thawani :S
the bill increases every sec .. litrally
really
7ata law el line mafsool
still
kol sec bezodo 3alek el fatora
men weeeeennn
allah be3lam
it increased from 60-90 in 5 days though el `7at mafsool
strange :
bas still true :
Posted by Summerization at 1:21 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
shall i accept?
or am i punishing them by punishing my self
dunno
Posted by Summerization at 1:31 PM 0 comments
depression depression depression ..
can i just enjoy one minute in peace
really i cant enjoy anything
even stuff i used to love.. i just cant have back the feeling of enjoyment
i wish i can cry loudly
i want to scream for help
i wish i can find some one to reveal my pain or even feel my pain ...
am just a lonely person with 1000 people around..
why i just cant keep my mind clear
amm allwayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyss needyyy
please reveal my pain
Posted by Summerization at 12:39 PM 0 comments
i just miss u ...
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase it
you can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change......
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Posted by Summerization at 10:46 AM 0 comments