Thursday, May 31, 2007

Palestine



enjoy the beauty..

Stupid People!

leash heek ento ? :(

!!!!!!

2 much for one day hah?:D

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

mawdoo3 jdeed

la3yoon lasto :p

Sunday, May 27, 2007

mission impossible 10!

ya````````````77777777777777777777777777777777777777777777777
horrible day .....
getting the MRI,,, trying to understand the results,, something talks about a mass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yet el doc is in vacaaatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiioooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnn

damn damn daman kont 3ala 2a3sabi

so,,trying to search the internet for the key word
the first result was a Brain tumer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i felt helpless walla
i was staring at the monitor i couldnt believe
so mais ran for help she asked a member of a public forum

and he explain that it was nothing actully :P

oh my godd that was the moment i cant forget ever !!!
why do i always like to put my self in such situation couldnt i just wait to talk to the Doc!!!
MAis & Dana i love u r great friends
real friends
mais wallahi konte mar3obeh aktar mene
lan ansa laki haza al mawqef ya bet
And dandoon mish 7ana wa2fetek ma3i abdan :hug:

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Brain MRI

that was not a feeling...
damn this feeling...
this box gives u the feeling that u r in grave only u have lights inside
loud voices
u want to move ..but u cant,, hard and stupid
15 min while thinking am i gonna die here or what..
and if i did die here no one will come to help they cant enter this damn room
the last 10 min was like hell
my head was on fire.. letraly strange pain :S
for a sec i though that the machine broke down and there was a real fire bas i couldn't move to check


i hate it
i hate ittttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Fastlink Fastlink Fastlink

really 3endhom qudra yerfa3o da`3tak be thawani :S
the bill increases every sec .. litrally
really
7ata law el line mafsool
still
kol sec bezodo 3alek el fatora
men weeeeennn
allah be3lam
it increased from 60-90 in 5 days though el `7at mafsool
strange :
bas still true :

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

shall i accept?
or am i punishing them by punishing my self
dunno

depression depression depression ..
can i just enjoy one minute in peace
really i cant enjoy anything
even stuff i used to love.. i just cant have back the feeling of enjoyment
i wish i can cry loudly
i want to scream for help
i wish i can find some one to reveal my pain or even feel my pain ...
am just a lonely person with 1000 people around..
why i just cant keep my mind clear
amm allwayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyss needyyy
please reveal my pain


i just miss u ...
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase it
you can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change......

Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye


dont i love u :D