Zingle & Mingle

well, i was having deep thoughts the other day trying to decide what do i want and what do i need concerning the issue of any potential engagement
i was analyzing both choices
-staying single:
well alot of girls say the staying single lacks of being independent!
i think its the total opposite staying single is th only way to be independent , uhave ur own life ,interests ,responsibilities as u responsible for none, freedom of choice and its not combined with the partner`s.

plus u will never be ready to start and new family and leave ur family behind,, now u can be there for them when every time they need u of course allah la ei7ejhom la elna :P

in th other hand u`ll lose the chance of being a mom as all girls have (`3arezet el omomeh) .. mmm maybe thinking of adoption?
-getting married
counting days to leaving ur home is something that totally freaks me out
huugeeeee issue

***these are the points that will show u the fact that u r never independent
start living with a total stranger that u met couple of month ago
u `ll be part of this stranger`s family as well
and u`ll have to cope with all that
now u`ll start feeling the winds of change

the idea of never being free again!
after a while u`ll never be 2 again!!
and its goes on and on
what if u start missing ur old life.. ur girly talks with ur friends ,ur girly time ,the time u spend alone
think of it ,, u`ll be living with ur husband for at least 25-30 yearssssssssssssss

now what if!!
what if u couldnt cope with all that!
problems with ur husband ,his family
fights
leaving home


i dont know what do i wnat!